I'm pregnant!

I was sure I wasn't, having worked myself into a tizz of infertility. I felt premenstrual, grumpy, empty. Sick of negative pg tests, I promised myself I wouldn't do one this time unless my period was actually properly LATE. But I caved the day before it was due (as usual) and did one....... positive!! It was a relief, a great joy, but my stupid negative feelings are still here........ I just can't believe it will stick, can't believe it will actually result in a real live baby - a new person. Who knows what will happen, but I am now free to think about other things again - at last. I might have hidden it from most of the outside world ('most' being the operative word), but inside I was pretty preoccupied by my ability - or inability - to get pregnant again. Thought my luck had run out. But it hadn't - lucky me!!