Got my period yesterday – a day early! I suppose I wasn’t hugely hopeful for this month but, never-the-less, I looked up ‘secondary infertility’ on the internet, in a mist of menstrual tension. It’s more common than primary infertility apparently, so now I am worried. Also my previous caesarean might have lead to troublesome pelvic adhesions. The things you learn on the internet. I do hope T doesn’t end up as a lonely only child. M and I were full of dreams of a big rambling family……. Those seem far fetched right now.
Worry is a great big dampener on all sorts of things, so I will get a grip on myself soon. Get a hair cut maybe, some new clothes, feel sexy again. But that can be soon. Not now. Now I am going to eat chocolate and mope.
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